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#1 Moving On

Sunday, July 11th, 2010

Earlier today I found a notebook full of poems. Old poems – like high school old lol. They are from 97 and 98 – dated and everything!  I am going to share them on the blog – well some of them any way. Some of them are kind of personal, a few weren’t written by me so I’m not sure they are mine to share lol. And just to warn you – a few are quite depressing. I was a bit of a moody, depressed teenager apparently :(

I picked this first one because it kind of fits where we are now to lol. I actually wrote this in August of 1998.  My parents had just moved to Kleefeld, leaving the home we’d lived in for many years. Dave and I were are the house, picking up a few last things for my parents, and it was empty and kind of sad. We sat in the empty living room (Dave and I) and talked about all the memories we shared in that house since we’d met.  So I wrote this poem – on the page it says “For Dave, In memory of the night in the old house”.

So many places bare our mark,
Empty rooms once full of life,
Times have changed since yesterday,
We’re moving on again.

New rooms, they seem so bare,
No memories can be found here,
It won’t take long now,
Memories will begin to grow.

‘Cause we just get better,
So many times we’ve done it wrong,
But we’d just try again,
And once again we will go on.

Nothing

Tuesday, June 22nd, 2010

I am nothing
I have nothing
Broken and empty
Nothing to offer
Nothing left to give
Who would want me
Who would love this
Who would but you?

I give you nothing
Yet you give me your all
I take and take
Giving nothing in return
Yet you never turn your back on me

I am undeserving
I have no right
Lost and alone
You owe me nothing
You hold no blame
Yet you take it all
And still you call me yours
Who would but you?